Midnight post.

Midnight honesty.
I play this game often enough to know it by heart:

Smile on.
Eyes bright.
Tears hidden.
I've got the routine down pat now.
It's easier than ever to slip into the role.
They'd shout "She's a natural" if I were acting.
I'm trying to say the words.
Those that would free me from the part
Of me that can't be vulnerable.
But all I utter is:
I'm good.
I'm ok.
I'm fine.
Words that never let you in
Nor me out.

LJ