34 going on 19

I turned 34 on the 16th. I'm 34 but in some ways I'm still the dorky girl I was at 19 when I started dating Captain Awesome.

• The one who blushes if she thinks someone is looking at her
• The one who whispers her jokes in case she's not that funny
• The one who is inadvertently inappropriate
• The one who would rather sit and talk for hours than go to a pub
• The one who doesn't think much of her skills
• The one who is surprised when people think she's accomplished at something.
• The one with the disregard to age and status
• The one who wants to hold hands with you
• The one who still believes in happily ever after
• The one who refuses to believe that there are people you just cannot save.
• The one who touches the people she's talking to
• The one that doesn't realise when she's flirting
• The one who is too scared to ask for what she wants 
• The one who is afraid of hurting you or being rejected by you
• The one who lives for reading books and talking about them
• The one who has to have music on all the time

I'm starting to find my feet. But I am stumbling occasionally and will be eternally grateful to the ones who are helping me not skin my knees too badly.